Cut (deep)

I sit alone my mind my only friend
You cut me deep, a wound that will not mend
I still feel the pain you left behind
Your emotionless face still appears in my mind
Your scent still lingers in my hair
I tell you this, but you still don't care

Bleeding crimson sadness as the tears fall down my face
My heart was in it, but yours was out of place
I dream to get away from a nightmare you created
How was I to know our love was so dated?

Frozen inside I slide to the floor
There I sit bleeding forever more
Thinking of you in my empty shell
How did this happen? I didn't even know I had fell

Sitting here, I start to shudder
It's cold, but you made me colder
Why did it have to end like this?
Was I blind, is there something I missed?

My heart bleeds and pours itself into a open hand
The hand belongs to you, but all you do is just stand
That sad look in your eyes
Looks like your going to cry

Then I remember why I loved you
Then I remember why you loved me too
I remind myself that it's gone
The love, hate, tears, it's all been done

I stand up and look around, taking a knife from the kitchen rack
Holding it against my heart, I stumble back
I stab myslef with the anger you gave me

And this time the bloods for real.